love is a real blurry

It's a horrible feeling when you fall inlove isn’t it? It opens your chest and up to your heart, and it means that someone can get inside you and mess up your world. You build up all these defences, like a whole suit of armor so that nothing can hurt you, then here comes one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person who will wander your stupid life. You give him a piece of you, even he didn’t ask for it. He did something dumb one day, like giving a smile or kiss at you, then your life isn’t your own anymore. It's like your being kidnapped. You can't easily get out of it. There you are, watching yourself, you can't help it. It eats you out and found yourself crying in the darkness. It hurts. It is not just in the imagination but the soul-hurt, a real gets inside you and rips you apart in pain.

However, moments was there, marked into your heart and probably you couldn't forget. And somehow it's not yet the end of the world, you could always find another stupid person that will let you feel worth than any other person. Love sometimes blurry, grumpy but soon becomes perky and peppy, afterall.